Had an interesting day yesterday!

Had a pretty good homeschooling day yesterday, got lots done with my sons and even helped my oldest with some of his school work on the computer. All in all the day went pretty well until I got to Jazzercise in the evening. For some reason that I cannot explain, while exercising, I just felt an overwhelming sense of loss and sadness. Gee whiz it’s been 17 months since the stillbirth so you’d think I’d just about be over this type of thing. I thought exercise was supposed to up your endorphines or something too? Anyway, I had a hard time staying focused on the routines, not good when a room full of 30 women is moving one way – and you’re not!

I’ve got to analyze this some more. I’ve been reading too much stuff about the war that might be upsetting me. There was also a baby in the babysitting room and sometimes that bothers me too, or it could just be one of those things that just happens from time to time, hopefully with longer and longer interludes!

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